Well...maybe.
I'll watch all my friends still and I'll still check out this account occasionally but..
Idk
I still write--that's something that hasn't changed.
But logging into this account sorta became a chore, probably because I've had so many good memories in this account, some part of me half expects things to be back to how they used to be when I'd log into chat daily and rp with everyone when that just isn't the case anymore. (I held onto that memory--that feeling--way too much, I think.)
I've been thinking of it off and on for a few years, honestly.
[s]Along with the fact that I gotta do a better job in keeping in touch with my friends[/s]
But, um
On another note I guess?
I've been...doing fine, I'm starting to feel better--little by little because I was dealing with some pretty serious depression and anxiety for awhile, so I was shut down for a bit and I pushed you all away by not keeping in touch with you all, or simply being unable to bring myself to tell you all what's wrong. That isn't fair.
And I'm really sorry for that.
Um...
But thank you, everyone, for being there in my life one way or another. And no, I haven't forgotten about any of you.
I hope you're all doing well, too!